Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Scattered Thoughts - Because that's all that makes sense to me right now

1. If someone where to ask me how I was doing these days I would have to say that a week ago might as well be years ago, tomorrow can't come soon enough and today holds enough to think about for a lifetime.

2. It's a terrifying thought - that Jesus really means what he says.

3. I find it interesting how often God does actually listen to my internal monologue. I'm reminded of a time, perhaps a year ago, when I read in "Red Moon Rising" about people smuggling Bibles somewhere - can't remember where. I remember thinking about how cool that would be. I find this interesting in light of recent events.

4. Hope is so powerful. Hope has power in this world.

5. Fear is so binding. Blinding.

6. I've spent all this time growing up only to find that God want's me to return to my childhood.

7. There's been an ever intensifying correlation in my mind between Christianity and running head long and full speed into a wall of fire. How self destruction can spell out certain life is beyond me.

8. Dying for God is one thing. Asking me to give up that 4 hour time slot that I've designated as my own time for someone else is something entirely different.

9. Right now I find that there is so much to say and not enough words to say it with.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ive been checking the light box fairly regularly for the last week or so waiting for what would come next. good stuff...thanks for sharing
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